January 2010
66 posts
S&D
I don’t know what it is bt lately i’ve been feeling so empty. I’m not sure why. I feel like nothings there and nothings going to be there. I’m not sure what it is smh I can’t even think straight. This might even seem pointless. I hate not being able to be happy I’ll have a smile on my face but it won’t be for long I’m ready for this phase to just...
yup yup ready for that 10 for 10
*These people should know who they are
1.) Geesh Idk hoooow people get the idea that we’re dating eachother lmao. You’re like my best friend I know we do that pda ish but its not like real pda lmao….ummm I love you much and I miss you we only see eachother once in a while. You saw them chicks hatin!!!!
2.) I come last in EVERYTHING you do smh.
3.) Oh my I have a serious crush...
Poetry in Bmore :(
The poetry community in Baltimore is soooo non existent like honestly Ican’t even find upcoming events here smh Im mad irritated. Finna save some money so muffin can take me to a spoken word thing.
An Old Poem titled: Four Letters
As these walls close around me
I try to figure out a way I can escape
The voices in my head yelling at me
Telling me to run before I get engulfed
By these overwhelming feelings
The feeling of depression and agony
The feeling of humiliation and suicidal thoughts
How could I be blinded by the front you put up
How could I be blinded by that four letter word
L-O-V-E
An Old Poem titled:He told me he loved me...
He told me he loved me..:
I keep putting my self in this predicament
Every dude I date I compare to him
Its like he has some spell
What does he do to me
The way he smiles
The way he talks
The way he walks
Im so in love
When he laughs my heart flutters
For some reason no one
Can compare to him
For some reason no one
Makes me feel how he makes me feel
He got me writing songs
He got...
An Old Poem titled: Walk Away
The sound of your bags hitting the floor
By the front door you stood
Tears streaming down my face
Demanding some sort of explanation
All I received was “I can’t do it”
My mind reeled in different directions
Was there something I did?
Was there something I said?
You looked at me with no regrets
Turned around and walked out that door
Eyes red and puffy nose stuffed and...
What is love to me
How I felt About Love once upon a time:
Love to me is sacred something that takes alot of time and effort it can be destroyed easily though you might to keep it, it can still shatter love leaves wounds that take forever to heal but for some reason its still worth it you never wish you could change the past. (trust i know) love to me is so powerful that sometimes you dont realize your in love....
“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude,...”
– Charles R. Swindoll quotes
“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most...”
– Some fool either in love or broken hearted
“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is...”
– Someone unknown
“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and...”
– Ashley Smith
Writing
I think I should try and start writing my poetry again. But Like everytime I pick up a pen and put it to paper the ink on my paper doesn’t flow right and when I pick my laptop up the spaces are rigid. I dont know what to do :(
sunshine
I need a little sunshine in my life
Watching Oprah
Ohmy I have sooo many tears in my eyes this is soooo touching.
Invisible Children Save Them ...Jacob was Awesome... →
Okay on a serious note
Like I feel real bad for the Haitins. Soo this is a relief post if any of you have hearts you’ll reblog this. I know not all of us have money to spare but donating money to the red cross, UNICEF, or Yele Haiti can help. Or just simply finding a volunteer service to hep through.
Text “Yele” to 501501 and $5 will be charged to your phone bill and given to relief projects through...
Dream part two
Soooo i meant to say that my Dream is finna be awesome tonight last person I talked to and first person I’ll think of when I wake up lol geesh dream beaven and we all know I loooove to dream. :D
Dream pt.1 Sleep
Soo I’m going to sleep with a smile on my face. Geesh Louise I have thee best friend ever like I know I don’t wanna be just friends buuut I’m happy that we are. Ugh I cheese hella hard after talking to you. Geesh stop being sooooo amazing lmao im just saying. Hmph i guess you can be amazing. Im glad you’re my amiga MUAH!!!!
Better half
Hehe I’m on the phone with you buuuut I wanna tell you how amazingly awesome you are can’t imagine life without you MUAH!!! Now that I told you how I felt I’m sooo happy cause it’s off my chest. :sings: you are the most important person to meeeeeee your my better half
Tattoo blog
aww my tattoo blog was popular lmao
To you
I guess since I told you I’d never lie I should come clean about the only lie I ever told you. Now you know the day we had that heart to heart and you really wanted to know who I was talking about. You guessed the person I just never told you who it was I lied and said no. I don’t want you to feel any type of way. I guess the main reason I said nothing was cause I was scared of losing...
10 truths
1.Poetry is one of the main things that keep us together
2. I hat that you put me in the middle of this ish
3.You should orgive me because I’m truly sorry
4. Even though we didnt work out you totally have my heart. No matter what I’m finna be here for you. Yes I may have strong feeling for you but your friendship means the world to me. I’ll never do anything to screw it up. I...
hmph how I'm feeling
Idk whats worse having everyone mad at me or sorta having an attitude towards the one person that means the most to me :( gah i feel horrible.
That feeling
Ya ever get that feeling like your extra uninspired. Or your inspired it’s just the inspiration is sooo depressing you can’t put it in words. Thats how i’m feeling like I have the urge to write I’m just uninspired and the thing that has sorta inspired me I just can’t bring myself to actually write about…I mean I’ve talked to people about it and sorta...
Duuude
Soooo I realized that I kinda have to purify my mind lmao. I have the worsen thoughts in my head sometime….I’m totally finna hurt my friend tzitzi sooo told her she’s getting starngled smh she hung up with me :( yup I’m crying over here mad hard she hurts my feelings.
“Torye’ says:
“I have nothing to offer but a beautiful soul. Take...”
– My brain. (via toryesodope)