It’s been a while since I’ve been on tumblr. It always takes me going through something to come back to writing. I never wanted my tumblr to be one of those lets re-blog pictures & what not kind of thing. I wanted to be different but I slowly slid into only writing when I’m hurt. Only coming on and re-blogging something funny a picture or clip. I’ve recently fell in love boy does that shit hurt. I hurt more than I did the last time. Feeling like I’m not good enough hurt because things went from amazing to bad. I have to try this just friends shit again. I never understood why someone decides to take steps back & be friends don’t they know that hurts? Hearing them talk about another, seeing them with another, that all hurts like hell. But because I love this person I’m going to sit in pain quietly suck it in & cry when I’m alone. I’ll be on here more often though I can tell you that. Either here or my blogger. Love is amazing sucky when you fall for people. Spread Love instead of Hate